Happy Baby's Pregnancy & a Broken Me
My pregnancy with Happy Baby was very different than my pregnancy with my son. I had such a wonderful first pregnancy, I was so happy, I loved being pregnant, and the few issues I had (he kicked my...
View ArticleStorytime oversharing about my gayness and son
So I went to my first story time at the library today and boy can I stick my foot in my mouth!! A women I’ve been sharing my extra breast milk with invited me and though I have anxiety meeting new...
View ArticleMommy needs sleep too...
I’m getting so tired and frustrated I just need to vent! Happy Baby has not been sleeping for long stretches for almost two months now... before that she would go 4 to 6 hours between feedings, for...
View ArticleIf we didn't have bad luck, we wouldn't have any
So I have to say, today was not a great day... Before I get into it let me just explain, for money reasons Wifey and I live with my parents, and before that we lived with her parents for two years....
View ArticleFighting for Privacy
So Wifey and I had a big fight last night :( It has been coming for a while, I kind of expected it because I know my wife. Before she got pregnant we would have a fight every month at her ‘time of...
View ArticleWhy I hate ultrasounds
The last few days have been so crazy I barely know where to start.I guess I’ll start off by briefly mentioning that after putting it off and putting it off I talked to my dad. He kind of rolled his...
View ArticleGiving Thanks
I know I talk a lot on here about the bad stuff in my life, but there is so much good too! Being that it is Thanksgiving weekend (here in Canada) I thought I would tell you about some of the many...
View ArticleA lesbian breastfeeding?!
I am a lesbian and I am breastfeeding. I wonder how many are out there? I’ve never met one before. It is an interesting experience being gay and breastfeeding my daughter. When I was pregnant,...
View ArticleBeing depressed
I am not sure why, exactly, the Amanda Todd’s death is really getting to me. I think it is a combination of remembering my past problems with depression and fear for my daughter growing up in this...
View ArticleIn a funk
I’m in such a funk. I can’t figure it out, I’m so down and lonely. I am not sure if I am PMSing (as I was a raving bitch to everyone yesterday I hope I am!) or if I’m just on a downswing. Since I...
View ArticleAnd it's a.... Lil Bub!
I’ve had such a good couple of days!! I was DREADING the weekend because Wifey went to a Girl Guide camp and I was going to be alone (relatively so since my parents live upstairs) all weekend.On...
View ArticleWhite Gold aka Sperm, eep!
So, as I’ve briefly mentioned before my parents paid for sperm so Wifey and I could get pregnant after we lost my son. We went a different way than with our first child (Angel Boy). In Canada you are...
View ArticleOur Lesbian Love Story, the drama!
Hmmm where to begin, it is a long and complicated story... Well, it was at a time where I had been dating many many women in a row, all who dumped me within a month. I happened to have a HUGE crush on...
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Hate Love Your Body!!
Something I’ve been thinking a lot about lately is how much most women tend to dislike their bodies. How many women do you know that like there body? I don’t think I know one.Do a little experiment...
View ArticleAs long as I’m living, my baby you’ll be
This Saturday will be the two year anniversary of our son’s death, or as I like to think of it, the day that would have been his birthday. I find myself trying not to think about it which makes me...
View ArticleTwo years...
Everybody has a story that will break your heartTwo years ago tonight I went to sleep with a very active little boy kicking me and when I woke up the next day he wasn’t. That night I had a c-section...
View ArticleThe Saturday of Ugh
Ugh, that is what this weekend was... ugh. Saturday, Theo’s second birthday, was weird. Wifey was super upset especially visiting the cemetery it always bothers her but calms me. I wish it hadn’t...
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Manic Monday
Aaaand we come up to another house disaster Monday, sigh. Happy Baby has been sick for over a week now, throwing up, slight fever, runny/plugged nose, goopy eye, etc. Something I never realized was...
View ArticleDoctors, Hospitals, and being sick!
I’m so sorry it has been so long since I’ve written a post! First Happy Baby got sick, then I got sick, then Wifey got sick. Happy Baby was so sick she stopped eating solids and was throwing up a lot...
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The Family Behind the Crazies
I’ve been thinking of this post for quite a while now, but had a hard time figuring out how to put it all. What has happened with the shootings in the states has made this post so much more salient....
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